5/28/04

I don't know, I guess it's as simple as I just got too comfortable.
All the shit we were squirming our way into an understanding of back in high school, about the depths of people's fear and habit (ourselves inlcuded), well it's not that I forgot it or even stopped seeing it, but I just sort of got used to it, bored to think about it.
I'm not feeling used to it anymore. Haven't started moving on it yet much, but I think that's where I'm headed for a while.

there's a longer, deeper story about how it wasn't as simple as that, had to do with Japan and slowing down into a different aesthetic that was just as rich but that just doesn't work back here--but I'm high and that's all I can muster about that.